I wonder if it was I
that made you sit in a corner
that made it awkward when you are near

I wonder if it was you
that made me afraid to tell her
that made it awkward when i was near

Author: Unknown

Your silence was a gentle answer
kept me puzzled
as to why it was louder than thunder
as i struggled
to imagine the harshness of your anger
your silence doubled?
your absence stronger?

It's fun to listen to emo songs ,with the rain as back up singers , doubling up as co writer of emo scribbling.
I'm bored. I'm mugging. correction : i think i'm mugging
I seem to be playing more than anything else.
I wanna try out for squash in TJ , but i'm kinda scared cuz i don't think i'm good enough , i've never tried out for a competitive sport before , when i put pressure on myself everything goes wrong , i get scared , i get stressed , i can't focus.

and everything falls apart.

Maybe i should stick with climbing, it is fun, really!
the sense of achievement is wonderful.
my forearms are aching.
i'm really tired.

JC life isn't that bad, maybe it's because i require something constructive in my life, but seriously i think meeting new friends , and studying with them , and then actually looking forward to CCA is a pretty fun life.

There's someone new
I hope it's true
I tell myself she's not like you
she was sent from above
like nothing on earth
I know
I know
Nothing hurts like love.

I should join some poetic club of emo writing or something.
I'm dumb. I'm stupid. I no longer understand the meaning of friends.
Don't give me definitions , because even i can cough up a whole chunk of them.
I want meaning get it! meaning!

It seems like everyone is so happy! It seems like everyone is one big family.
But i barely know anyone new.
You tell me make friends.
I question you what are friends?

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