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wasted my time
Monday, June 25, 2007

Be anxious for nothing,

but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving

let your requests be made known to God.

And the peace of God,

which surpasses all comprehension,

will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

Philippians 4:6,7

Study hard people prelims are up soon!

Happy Birthday Joanne if u ever read this, the fact that people remember to and bother to pull pranks on you on your birthday shows that people remember you and are bothered to show that you are remembered by them on your birthday by pranking on you....(err you should sort of roughly but not exactly get an accurate sense of the meaning that i am trying to convey to you)

With all these weird schemes to cheat people out there , it's hardly sane to donate money anymore, and even if you gave money for that poor African boy to eat , you do so without the assurance that that amount of money will go to feeding that child. Along the way , it might be taxed off here and there , so how much is actually used to help the child and how much is actually used to pay the people helping them?

What i find most strange is that some people, educated professionals if i may add , would go all out to help those poor African kids, but what happened to "charity begins at home". What about the poor people in Singapore? There don't appear to be many , but i bet that they are there, but our "clean and green"....."old and poor people are to remain unseen" environment has driven them away from the public eye. You see some at the MRT stations , touting at the hawker centres here and there , these people are right before your very eyes , with no mediating organisation to cheat the money off , so why don't you passed that help from your hands directly into their hands.

Does Helping Foreign People Make You Feel Better?

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Dreams....
Thursday, June 7, 2007
YESH!

I realised what i want to do!
I FINALLY REALISE WHAT IS THE ONE DREAM I HOPE TO FUFIL!

To most people it won't mean much , but to be lost without a purpose , without that sparkly thing at the end of the dark tunnel , it's a desolate, empty, hollow, pitless feeling.

I have this dream, this new found purpose, but yet it seems idealistic and not realistic, but it's my dream , and like all dreams it doesn't always come true

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MY JUNIOR'S APPRECIATE MUA!( tts a record!)
KEEP STRAIGHT BEN(D)!

talk about irony......
talk about friends......
talk about harmony......
talk about ends.......

talk about family.....
talk about plans......
talk about me....
talk about then....

"I THINK I'VE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH THE 8TH WOLRD WONDER!"

k..maybe not but
"I THANK GOD I FOUND YOU"

so does Mariah Carey
and i'm glad you know
"WHAT IS LIKE TO BE ME!"

at least Britney does or she sings like she does..(wait she sings?)
You are running just running away very hard from those whom you've lost...
so are you , you are running too , from those who love you yet have expressed it in a wrong way....
we fail to see what he does for us , especially so because we take for granted that he works for the family, puts in those late hours to put food on the table , water in your showers , electricity in your lights , payment in your phone bills...all these little almost all too standard things are his ways of saying i care, i really do....don't forget , you yourself are changing too , most of the time we don't even know, actually all the time..... try to look for all these little incy bits to appreciate him better.
and to YOU! i don't really know how to help you....but i can pray though
AND TO BOTH OF YOU, who look so happy in Mdm Wong's house , like nothing is wrong , i'm glad that when you are with friends : nothing feels wrong.
OK MDM WONG'S HOUSE! : where the fun and laughter never ends
Everyone sort of bought Mdm Wong something , food lah , choc lah even cactus, and we thought ,YESH we did something for her, and then Zhi An hit the gold mine , the FRIDGE , IT HAS ALL THE GOODIES...so much for buying her food...
and then lunch
Me: i think i got chilli into eye
Fiona : me too
Everyone else : LAUGHS!
after lunch
Zhi An: I like cooking , you get to burn stuff , but my parents don't let me
Mei YI : You can try exercising....you also get to burn stuff
Mdm Wong : *laughing out loud*
while watching oily guy sun tan
Me: that guy is weird, everything i look at him he looks up
Zhi An: WHERE GOT? Everytime i look at him he looks away
Jing yan goes to the toilet (2)
Mdm Wong : actually it really is quite dark, cannot tell if the door is open or not?
Jing Yan : SEE I TOLD YOU!
Someone : you should use your hands not go head on
Me: She used her head , just the wong way...
disclaimer: the above scenes were reenacted to that effect , no actual qoutation involved
Jia Wen got double tall people attack
Eli got w** j** attack
HAHA
TODAY'S SESSION WAS RUMOUR GENERATIVE..not so much productive....
but it was fun. thank you mdm wong if u ever read this!

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Imagining
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
Imagine me and you
and you and me

tried? didn't work? Ok so stop imagining.
I don't really know what to blog about though there is stuff to blog about , i just feel so pointless , is there such a feeling....

So anyways today was Mdm Wong's house , Integration , Pizza , Kindness , tuition and friends

Anyways i'm lagging behind in terms of work and yea i need to focus.
and i just feel so empty spiritually, like i'm straying away from God again.....

I withdrew from the DSA , the desperately seeking attention , i mean desperately seeking admission excercise , because i'm good at bragging but not that good!

Ow and i realise that i'm actually very skinny and need to eat more , or is it just me?
Ow wells i shall go on binging sprees anyways

I'm in no mood to blog.....this is really contradictory and ironic....

Nobody loves me
Everybody hates me
I'm gonna eat some worms
Fat Ones

Big Ones
Gummy Ones too

I'm gonna eat some worms

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